today was okay i guess.
I woke up at about 11 and did absolutely nothing.
i guess summer is a blur, it just fades and it feels like nothing. and then it will just be school time again. i mean the only thing i look forward to is band camp because ill actually be doing something and being around people, im so alone in my house, i just do nothing. and im pretty much getting sick of it. I mean i want to change because a lot of people seem not to like me, maybe im just a boring person, well i dont talk much, unless you know me very well, and not many people do. :/
the question i will ask is "If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?" (it can be anything from looks to personality)
my answer is i would change my boringness, and my habit of being shy in front of new people i meet, yes i tried many times but keep failing. and i ask myself "what did i do wrong?"
well time and people move on, and so will i.
